04:30am start

Well we are used to waking up early as Ronnie does not sleep very well, so we have all been awake from 04:30 this morning so v tired! He goes off to sleep ok it's just when he wakes up he can't go back to sleep, I put him back to bed and he gets up again straight away so by half five we said it was morning any way so he came in our bed. It's really difficult as I have said before we have got a clock which shows when it's time to get up, this is set to show 6:00 as time to get up so I thought for the sake of half an hour is it worth it? It is so important to get some sleep after all. We get a lot of help from Callum's health visitor who comes to see us every fortnight and she also helps us with Ronnies behavior and sleeping so it's good to have her on board. It's hard not knowing what is causing his sleeping problems and it's hard being so tired all the time as well. We just have to keep going and know its not going to go on forever.....? Had a lovely afternoon, lunch at a garden centre and looked round afterwards, then we called in to see my parents on the way back, we hoped that Callum would show them his waving but he was really tired so maybe next time. Just a short one tonight, fingers crossed for better night tonight, until tomorrow x x x